STOP huRting me wiTh thoSe worDs...

peoPLe... aRe we frieNds? yuP, definitely... for those whO patrionised mY bLog... I'm gLad that u r stiLL cuRiouS to find out waZzup wiF me LateLy... ThaNks for beinG there... (",)

hoWeveR, saD to reveAL... I was rathEr disaPPointed wiF somE of my Uni-"freNz"... in 3 differeNt scenariOs... tHe scEnarioS maY seeM 2 b "no-biG-deaL" yet it haD affEcted me to certain extenD... speciALLy whEn I'm not feeLing so-gOOd reCentLy...


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ScenaRio #1 - HuRt...
FoR SC201, I was reaLLy bLessed to b paiRed witH a gUy whO's uLtra ZAI... aS in... He's suPer resPonsibLe... uLtra gaRang worKing attitUde... thaT contributed to the speedY comPletion oF ouR laB proJects. Thanks to this gUY -> EDMUND... *cLapZ*

hoWever, somE of my supposed-to-be closE freNz (also in the same class) said to me onE day... "Lucky U, to B groupEd wif this zai kia... think he'll find u very useless lah.... hAa... there's nOthing he can learn fRom U...."

My heaRt reaLLy sank... *sob sOB*



ScenaRio #2 - wHy Me?
I was inviTed to join D&D main comm for D&D2005... from hALL 3... to convocaTion bALL... to SCE D&D... buT I hAd rejeCted aLL... I haV NO TIME... yEt, I was "stucK" on MSN for aLmost a cooL 2 hRs by a quiTe-gOOd-fren whO's tryinG to jiO me for Vice-chaiR position in D&D2005... oF coZ... shE wasn'T the 1st persON whO has trieD to persuAde me... sO nothinG's goNna chaNge my minD this time eiTher. Yup yup... she waS rejeCTed *sorry*... the foLLowing daY when I meT her ouTside the LT... heR 1st *stRing* to me was yet...

"Ey... 你把我害得好惨你知道吗?"

beCoz she haD spenT another coOL 2 hRs trying to persuaDe someonE eLse to takE up the posiTion... I feLt not aPPreciaTed and beinG tooK for granTed...



SceNariO #3 - seeN?
TherE was somEthing bouT HI that reaLLy boThers me... I admit that my attendanCe for Last yr's HI was not very gOOd... the maiN "misunderstanding" starteD a yr baCK (i guEss), wheN I was busY earninG my pockeT moneY for this yr and missEd the sOng siGning eVent durinG the enD of yr vacAtion. weLL, I regreTed.... reALLY regreTed... I misSed the chaNce to get to noE the resT of the voLunteers beTTer... On the oTher haNd, I was assiGned to an invisibLe HI kid... whO rareLY... as in RARELY turn uP for tuitiOns... I often ended Up siTTing in the rooM, watching other Tutors guiDing their kids untiL the time to gO. AT that timE, I guess my preSence at thE tuitiOn cenTre waS invisibLe tOo... thiS yr, thE new centreheAds tooK over. They aRe niCe ppLe toO... I'm haPPy for theM... To maKe up for my sonG siGning regreTs in my 1st yr in HI... I wantEd to b more invoLved this yR... sO, I tried my besT to atTend everY tuitiOn seSSion... howeVer, there weRe 2 SaturdaYs whEn I was torn by D&D2004 stuFFs... coz ouR baSh & DinneR happiLy feLL on SaturdaY... beinG a pageaNt coOrdinaTor, my roLe for the 2 nitEs was VERY cruciaL... I haV no choiCe but to aTTend for the D&D. Few weeKs ltr, theRe was a bondinG BBQ for Kallang HI... I was reaLLy looKing forwaRD to it... as UsuaL, I attendEd the tuiTion. whEN onE of my centreHeads enteRed the rm... shE greEted me wiTh this...

"Wah... 好难得会看到你啊!"

TeaRs aLmost fLooded mY eyeS... DespiTe of That minoR *pinCH* I SMSed heR afteR the BBQ sessiON as I aPPreciaTed her effoRts in prepaRing the fOOd (BTw, I DID voLunteer to help but was not caLLed upon) and... she repliEd my SMS...

"It's Ok... HoPe to sEE yOu aRd in HI moRe oFteN..."

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FOr thoSe who reaLLy noE me... yuP! I maY seeM to be a defauLt-HAPPY perSon... hoWever, Jus Like a swinG, I caN be swung tO a very LOW-moRaLe tOo...


BE TACTFUL at aLL times... foR woRds can bE shaRper thaN a kniFe... yEt LeaVing an unsEen wouNd... thaT migHt neVEr HEAL...

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