Will you catch me if I fall...

You better not... else you'd b darn busy...

Coz I fell again...Again? Yup! After the bai-ti-gong~* fall on my way back to hall... My body seemed to fall in love with the sensation of being flung onto the hard ground… bless me~*

This time.... I was in my cozy room, right in front of my bed... and once again, I was clueless of how I actually fell... totally lost... and so traumatizing…

It was just like any other mornings when my HP alarm went off at 0830Hours… And I would relunctanly crawl over to reach the HP sitting on the desk opposite my bed…

I guess I didn’t realize how exhausted I was, both mentally & physically, after a few consecutive nights of burning-midnight-oil… I glided to the edge of my bed and flung my feet onto the icy ground… I tried to get out of bed in the most taken-for-granted way… But my limbs were still snoozing, and so was I…

Strength ZERO => Balance ZERO => Bumped against my chair, edge of the bed and table… => Heavy lids forced open => Saw nothing else but the ceiling…

Oh ‘great’!… I was facing up this time round… Well, can I skip both sideways in the near future…Please… no more falls for me…PLEASE~*

I began to recollect how I ended up laying on the ground… Thank god, I jus swept my floor the night before… phew~* But hey! That’s not the point… my body seemed to get sober, parts by parts… (Dun worry, I'm still in a piece) just that the pain was filling in, with no mercy~*

Ouch~* I thought I only hurt the right side of my ribcage as it banged onto the corner of the bed when I collapsed… it’s really OUCH OUCH OUCH~*!!!

There I laid, motionlessly, as I hadn’t gathered enough strength to pick myself up yet… I only had the energy to sob and the cheek to groan…

I began to empathy those lonely elderly who stayed alone in a one-room flat… with hardly any visits… Some of them only had their bodies discovered after a few days/months… upon an occasional visit by some volunteers…

At the thought of that… I almost cried… for I was actually going through a partial of what they had been through… while fighting for the very last breath… It’s not at the thought of dying… but by the threatening fact that… you are ALL ALONE…

Okay okay! …please come back to me… I was still on the ground ya… and that alarm… still DI-DI-DI-DI-DA-DI-DA-DI-DA-Di merrily lydat… I literally rest until I was ready to back on feet again… Dun worry, I didn’t fell asleep midway… And from what I could recall, I struggled to get myself up only after my HP alarm went into snoozing mode…

It was only hours later, in the noon, when I noticed my second injury - a cut on my left arm… and yes… it hurts, especially when it touches water… OucHhhHHh~* (Yup! I realised it when I was bathing... I thought I was bitten by some nasty insects...)

And now!!! now now now… at the end of the day when I realized that I had also injured my right hand… it’s… sort of swollen and soaring now… Nevertheless, I can still pen, and punch the keyboard, as per normal… jus… jus... JUST DUN TOUCH ME~*!!!


一跌还有一跌跌。。。 祸不单行(T_T)