New discovery...

So learn about two things from my girls today...

Recently, i had been wondering during the night when I slammed myself onto the queen sized seally bed... "why were my legs aching when I stayed at home all day and hardly walked around? Shouldn't it be my butt that was aching, instead?"

I tried so hard to think over and over what I had done today... almost nothing? Oops! Just when I was about to gave up with my spoilt ram memory... I realised. .. It was Phoebe!! Oh yeah!

I had been rocking her by pushing the net rocker for the entire noon... okay, just less than an hour, maybe... and when I mentioned push, I meant my legs... alright, that absolutely explained why my legs ached so much now!

Another findings made me a little guilty. Okay, very guilty, I admitted.

Why did Renee pull my hair recently? Was this part of growing up? But I had dropped enough hair...

So what happened was like this...

Some nights ago, when Renee just started to quit suckling her pacifier to sleep, I had tried all means to sooth her in the night. That included light massage on her back and arms, some gentle patting on her tights and shoulders... and super gentle stroking through her hair... which worked twice so far.

Tonight, she was so tired. Everyone knew it except for herself. She played so hard in the bed despite of her heavy eyelids. After she successfully stayed awake till almost 10pm, lights went out and she was fed. there she laid in bed and started to disturb me who was miserably pretending to be asleep beside her although I desperately need to sleep.

"Ai ya ya..." (that's how she called me or anyone) and started stroking my hair and eventually turned into pulling when my hair was not as smooth as hers... I pretend to wake up but she flipped herself around to back face me... it was then when I realised it. I finally understood her gesture. She had wanted me to stroke her hair to sooth her to sleep...

I felt so.... so... 神奇! I couldn't explain why I felt that way but what followed after was a feeling of guilt for not understanding that earlier... I thought she was being playful and naughty (=_=) so I scolded and punished her when she pulled my hair... T__T

Who doesn't make mistake? What's more important is to learnt from it, which I do!

After doing my reflections, I shall be more observant and careful when it comes to watch my girls growing up each day...

Happy to learn, better late than never and best is to learn it on time... ^^

Sorry girls, I'm your mummy who is doing OJT (on job training) now... mummy loves you!