I am starting to think...

I am starting to consider to become a full time housewife...

BH, don't freak out and yes, your eyes are not playing tricks on you... I am seriously thinking...

12 midnight... I decided to pump the miserably little amount of breast milk that I was left with... I grabbed a 'sterilised' bottle from the kitchen and started to pump. ..

It didn't take me too long to discover a pungent of odd smell... that can't be my milk... well, it is fresh, isn't it? Then I smelt the bottle again... WTH!@#$/^&*

I went into the kitchen and took another 'sterilised' bottle, only to find the same smell even before I pumped!!!

Not right, I smelt all the 'sterilized' bottles and almost all smelt that way... just that the first 2 bottles had a stronger pungent...

I started to take a sniff at Renee and Phoebe's milk bottles. Both were fine. So I went into the baby room to retrieve the steriliser that was bought less than 8 months ago... and the story began...

2 days ago, I cleaned the master room and living room because they were way too dusty. I didn't even bother to get the helper to do it... because if she would, she could have done it... After cleaning, I could tell that the last time she cleaned it was probably 2 months ago...

I had to specifically instruct her to clean up the baby room by washing the anti - slip matt which was covered with stains, to wipe the baby cupboard and window grills... but I didn't mention abt the steriliser.

On the next day, she was reading newspaper at her cosy kitchen corner and did not clean the study room's window grills... she continued reading the newspaper while I followed frantically behind my feverish Renee to everywhere she roamed.

Tonight, at 12 midnight, I spent a good 30mins to clean up this steriliser and re washed all bottles and caps with baby soap... have a look at the before and after...

How can my babies be fed using bottles 'sterilised' with rusty water? And were those stickers recyclable?  Why were they left in the steriliser to decompose? I had told her at least 3 times to remove those stickers before washing... Suddenly, I just felt like crying at the thought of my girls well-being... specially for baby Phoebe...