Monday, September 26, 2005
I hate THIS!!!
I couldn't feel THAT anymore... I only feel THIS now... I hate THIS feeling... I missed THAT so much... If THIS is going to continue... I guess THAT will never happen again... I am holding on because of THAT... but because of THIS, I may be giving up...
What is going on? What has happened? Must THIS be the ending? Can't think straight anymore... I'm all confused... Praying hard THAT can overcome THIS...
I HATE THIS!!! (-_-")
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
老了
老了老了。。。 不适合再装可爱了!
这几天为了 (???) 的事,我在家装可爱,在他面前装可爱。。。其实都是抱着好玩的心态。
结果呢?得不偿失。。。哎呀!真是的。。。我在冰箱上的字条里写着 (???) 的日常活动表。结果都被猪猪撕下来。。。更糟的是,娘居然狠下心肠将整分子条簿藏起来。。。好啦!没得写了。怎么办?只好把 (???) 挂在嘴边咯!哈哈。。。不自觉中,我开始时不时便刻意的提起 (???) 因为每次都可以看到好好笑的反应。。。就这样,我习惯性的把自己的快乐建筑在大家的痛苦上。。。抱歉!
终于,他爆发了。。。对我的态度突然冷淡;甚至是该用“厌烦”来形容吧!我以好玩、情趣的出发点去逗他。。。这下儿完了!玩出火了呀;换来的是冷酷无言的相对。。。好难受。。。我哭了。。。他不管;因为太火了吧。。。没辙!但将这一切视为“卡拉勃”的事实是我最难接受的。。。突然一阵心痛,无法形容的难受。
咳咳咳!这将是我最后一次谈到 (???) 了吧!去,便宜了那些讨厌 (???) 的人!该这么说呢?大概是得不到的遗憾令人懊恼、抓狂吧!
无法形容的伤痛。。。 ‘绝’笔 (T-T")
Monday, September 12, 2005
Sunday, September 11, 2005
时间
随着时间的流逝。。。我们在岁月里留下了什么痕迹?在生活上又有了怎样的改变?
随着时间的流逝,我在岁月里留下了宝贵的回忆,得到了真挚的友情,和曾经不后悔的爱过疼惜我的家人。当然,也少不了让人成长的小小遗憾和挫折。。。你呢?是否有勇敢地面对种种艰难的抉择?是否没让人生留下任何感慨的遗憾?
不经一事,不长一智 - 若没有遇上所谓的遗憾;那懂得珍惜所有的一切。若不是选择了逃避;又哪来所谓的遗憾?若不是不敢面对困扰的抉择;又怎会做缩头乌龟一一逃避?因为曾逃避;所以曾遗憾。现在的我,学会了面对。
随着时间的流逝,我的生活起了微妙的变化。心动过,也心痛过。因为拥有;所以害怕失去。做人有些立场,态度有些软化,想法有些成熟。还在探索生活的意义,寻找人生的目标;希望在两者间取得平衡点。你呢?是否已找到了自己;并过着属于自己的人生?
酒逢知己饮,诗向惠人吟 - 在大大的地球小小的新加坡,也能结交到来自四海的朋友,认识到能依靠的伙伴,遇见可以交心的对象;是多么幸福的事。我会珍惜。
缝人且说三分话,到底终无怨狠心 - 两人若是过于熟络,大概就会把关心当成必然,把感情变成习惯,把缺点视为错误。彼此间少了些尊重,少了点耐心,少了份呵护。我学到了要保持适当的距离,才可延长难能可贵的友谊。我会努力。
人生的每一分每一秒,不会为谁停留,更不能重来。希望回味当初之时,只有骄傲的微笑;没有无奈的泪光。珍惜美好,抱握现在,放眼未来!让自己的人生涂上灿烂夺目的色彩,并画上美丽的句号;没有后悔,没有遗憾。
Every Second of life, is Once in a Lifetime... (-_-")
Saturday, September 10, 2005
Dye Hair - Hair Dye
"Blonde" is a term often associated with Bimbo*.
Will u turn dumb when ya hair turns Blonde?
Well... Can't find case study on that... Or rather, I dun bother to find. Anyway, if it's true, why would so many pple wanna dye their hair BLONDE? Jus realised something "interesting"... When u hav too much $$$ to spare, u can try this too!
Oh well, I jus wasted my $10.90 to dye my hair to the same colour.... Yesh, I have VERY stubborn hair... When I want it not-so-obvious, it will turn out too striking... And when I want it stand-out-LOUD-coloured... it simply ignores me.
Me and my Hair (-_-")
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
Move on... Babes!!!
Dedicated to a few frenz who couldn't walk out of the past... If u felt something towards this entry... It's for u...
Hmmz... it's the path that u hav choosen to take up, surely u hav to bear the unbearable moments and tough struggles within yaself, since the most awful memory refused to let u go... However, dUn forgeT tt it is NOT just a one-way journey... u caN't turn bacK time, but it's never tOO Late to make a U-turn...
To Hate someone wouLdn't make u feel better, yeT to forGive somEone gotta taKe LOTSA trust & courages... However, if thiS ugLy past is going to haunt u forever... Why choOse a difficult path?... jus becOz u r soft-heaRted?
A wouNd can heaL wiTh or wiThouT scaR... depends oN how u treaT it... sO, dO u minD to haV a scaR tt reminds u of the danger & keep u saFe in the fuTure? Or will u prefeR to heaL withouT any scaR but get injuried aGain?
taKe somE timE Off to get out of this tinY island, relaX yaself at some beaches or shopping paradise... setLLe dowN & gather ya thoughts to find out THE answer...
We only live once in our life... Live it to the fullest... For the Sake of pple who really care for u!!!
(-_-")
Friday, September 02, 2005
Accomplishment of the week
Good day pple... It's towards to end of the week... Time to reflect on wat I had done and yet... This is how pple seek for improvement, rite?
As for me.. I hav done Great things!!!
1) Jogged (After 4 Months - totally exhausted but not even 1KM was covered)
2) washed my clothes (After 5 weeks - but it's really cloudy now.. Pls dun rain!!!)
3) pooh-ed (After 5 days..)
4) Eaten MacDonald's Curly Fries - *ADDED*
Target for Next week:
1) Jog/walk ard Campus
2) Finish my Business Plan
3) Pooh everyday!!! hEe...
Sometimes, all u need is just that little PUSH!!! (-_-")




