Need a Boost, Need a Push

I want to pick up my passion... but I need the support and encouragement, specially from the love ones.....

MGBMPP

周末。。。

I have big feet... not the biggest among my friends... but I have big feet...

I have trouble finding suitable shoes... until I finally gave in to Scholl when I was pregnant with Renee in 2011 because comfort comes first!

That was my first pair of Scholl... which turned me blinded against any other type of shoes... almost...

My second pair of shoes was very comfortable but couldn't last as long as Scholl... from NEX... I wanted to get a second pair only to find the shop was closed for renovation...

So, Dear had been very kind... We headed to Tampines on Sat and I managed to get 2 pairs of shoes... one Scholl for casual wearing and a covered Carlos Rino ^^

Hopefully the next time I had to buy shoes is at least 2 years away from now..  wuhoo!!

(I know, from the picture, it could easily tell that I'm aging speedily)

什么世界?

'古'话说。。。"真是他妈生块叉烧好过生他"

没什么, 只是今晚稍微看了看Stomp 还有FB 的一些news.

感叹现在的人真的是。。。太自满自大, 太不负责任了!

做人还是谦虚多一点, 体谅加一点, 智慧高一点; 怨气收一点, 语气改一点, 脾气小一点为妙。。。

我怎么都不太看得到人类规划出来的利益社会/世界会有什么好结果呢。。。

好像是书念多了, 脑子死了; 生活好了,  素质差了。

我也得好好反省。。。突然想起了杜秋娘的唐诗《金缕衣》

全诗是：劝君莫惜金缕衣，
劝君惜取少年时。
花开堪折直须折，
莫待无花空折枝。

共勉之。。。

Random 医院一游记

今日是我的appointment.这次终于没高错日期,时间了。安啦!

中间有大约3个小时的空档。。。我默默地坐在烘焙厨房的一个角落品尝着瑞士卷。。。

吃着咖啡的口味,想念跟着在荒野里吃草的老公。。。没错,他ICT去了!

吃着吃着,看见一位妇人推着坐轮椅的老奶奶。。。轮椅边的铁架挂着的不是葡萄糖水,而是那位妇人的包包。good idea...以后人类要是再懶一些,逛街还可以坐轮椅,不用走也不用提袋子。。。

太消磨我的人生了。。。最好不用等那么久啦!

Ifa's first day off

Ifa woke up early to prepare Renee ' s rice, Phoebe's porridge and our orange juice before setting off for her first day off to meet her mum.

It's more like a 12 hr off... than a day off. Haa! So our adventure began...

Basically, to me, it was quite an ideal peaceful day... With both kids in their almost angel mode... Both of them drank milk or ate lunch and dinner together... Both of them took long naps... and both of them poop... and and and... Both dear and I were home for the whole day and took short naps with our girls, too!

I managed to do laundry... and cook a little for Renee due to a kukubird daddy who throw the Mc sweet corn and fries accidentally...

I ambitiously thought that we could get out for dinner together and to bring our girls to their daily dose of see - saw. .. until it rained again...

I had a very fulfilling time spent at home with both my girls and my hubby who got to book in tonight. ..

So when u r in good mood..  everything will turn out good ^^

Lovely Sunday and I'm starting to miss dear...

I am starting to think...

I am starting to consider to become a full time housewife...

BH, don't freak out and yes, your eyes are not playing tricks on you... I am seriously thinking...

12 midnight... I decided to pump the miserably little amount of breast milk that I was left with... I grabbed a 'sterilised' bottle from the kitchen and started to pump. ..

It didn't take me too long to discover a pungent of odd smell... that can't be my milk... well, it is fresh, isn't it? Then I smelt the bottle again... WTH!@#$/^&*

I went into the kitchen and took another 'sterilised' bottle, only to find the same smell even before I pumped!!!

Not right, I smelt all the 'sterilized' bottles and almost all smelt that way... just that the first 2 bottles had a stronger pungent...

I started to take a sniff at Renee and Phoebe's milk bottles. Both were fine. So I went into the baby room to retrieve the steriliser that was bought less than 8 months ago... and the story began...

2 days ago, I cleaned the master room and living room because they were way too dusty. I didn't even bother to get the helper to do it... because if she would, she could have done it... After cleaning, I could tell that the last time she cleaned it was probably 2 months ago...

I had to specifically instruct her to clean up the baby room by washing the anti - slip matt which was covered with stains, to wipe the baby cupboard and window grills... but I didn't mention abt the steriliser.

On the next day, she was reading newspaper at her cosy kitchen corner and did not clean the study room's window grills... she continued reading the newspaper while I followed frantically behind my feverish Renee to everywhere she roamed.

Tonight, at 12 midnight, I spent a good 30mins to clean up this steriliser and re washed all bottles and caps with baby soap... have a look at the before and after...

How can my babies be fed using bottles 'sterilised' with rusty water? And were those stickers recyclable?  Why were they left in the steriliser to decompose? I had told her at least 3 times to remove those stickers before washing... Suddenly, I just felt like crying at the thought of my girls well-being... specially for baby Phoebe...

家有囍事2014

Today was such a happy day!

Coincidentally,  today is also 3-8 妇女节!

So the most 38  妇女.... did what she's best at... -_-"

I wasn't really able to help much on the actual day but at least I was the half pail 媒人(which I called myself 没有人)。。。

Dear was pretty much involved in many things... hope he had a good time having his face drawn... oops! I was really glad that they didn't wax your eyebrows. ..(Thank u, Dear)

Oh, and Sis did a great job with the props for the in house mobile photo booth... We had our second family pic with our new addition, Phoebe ^^ I love it!!!

My in laws also turned up early to bond with Renee and helped us for the lunch. Heehee!!

My dad was overjoyed.... and I thought my mom is not going to wash her hair anymore... love that 太太hair style... kekekkee ^^

Congratulations to 125! 很高兴哥哥成家立业了!  今天最开心的人肯定是他啦!

A reunion of 2 families... a special bonding... a new beginning... ^^

BTW, checkout the selfie that Dear and I always took (by my request) when we attend any weddings together :p (we only looked more mature)

And the last pic was Renee taking out crayons and colouring book to start her new found love... just imagine that she rejected to go to the playground because she wanted to colour!

THE Dress...

This is the first time that I was willing to pay more than $100 for a dress I saw online... and it's purchased from online... without trying size or seeing the physical dress...

I received the item just last night.. and was very happy with it, although it looks oldish on.me due to my darker tone and post natal figure... not forgetting to mention my post natal look....

However, just within 12 hours when I owned this dress... my dearest helper helped to ruin it...

I told her just dipped into the clean water and let it drip dry, no twisting no tumbling... nothing... but I forgot to mention DO NOT FLIP! I thought it was common sense, so I truly ass me and u this time...

The fact was that I was so excited with this dress, I took a look while it was hung at the service yard... then to my horror... I saw a thread being pulled out from the collar line and there's a mark along that line... I thought this is bad...

Helper kept quiet until I asked, why is this thread coming off? She then told me... The lace got entangled when she flipped the dress... then to my next horror, I saw the torn lace...

This is the dress that I bought for my bro's wedding... which I hadn't even wore it once... brand new... washed and ruined..

I wasn't angry... I was just sad that it happened... I could have washed it by myself and prevented it from happening... BTW, there wasn't a sorry from her...

Here's the collar line when it was almost perfect... history, anyway!

Bye bye dress...