Year End Report

An hour to count down and mark an end to year 2005... A not-so-good year for me... Experienced lotsa stuff, realized lotsa stuff and learnt lotsa stuff...

Sent the 3rd friend off to another part of the globe to see the world in a 'better' view... Glad that they enjoyed the exchange and bagged lotsa wonderful memories in their trips...

Growing older is not so fun afterall... Aging doesn't really mean getting more mature... The reflections, feelings and thoughts experienced upon every incident became unbearable... Sometimes, it went out of ya control... It's probably because we saw more, felt more and thought more... Getting paranoid most of the time... Happiness in life became inversely proportional to our responsibility...

I must admit that I had shut my door from 2 ex-friends... MLM kills Friendship. Phuc it!

Wonderful thing did happen occasionally too... I couldn't recall and list them all out now though... Took up a couple of odd-jobs... COR2005 was one of my proudiest achievement in life (to-date)... I had conquered Mt Kinabalu but I had certainly failed myself in many ways too...

In a nutshell, I do appreciate everything that had happened to me in this so-so-and-below year... I believe that everything happens for a reason... to make me see and learn, grow and get stronger...

In the new year ahead, I hope to get more A's in life... more laughters... more health... more money... more nice clothes... more love (from the same person of coz)... more looks... more figure... more brain........ and also... lesser worries... lesser tears... lesser weight... lesser mass... lesser nuisances... lesser age... Hmmz*

Lastly, may my wishes come true and may everyone enjoy success in all ya endeavours in this new year ahead!

HAPPY NEW YEAR*


I love everyone who loves me... (>,<)

My Merry Christmas

Went C.A...


Terminal 1


Watching pple from the other side of the glass... Hmmz


Dining at T2 Swensen


1..2..3..4...5...



MERRY CHRISTMAS, FOLKS! (^,^)

Dong Zhi... Woke up at 6am to help out in making riceballs... (=_=") 

夜阑人静

翻来覆去了一整夜， 始终无法入眠。双眼睁得比平时都还要大。。。可恶！

好不容易才把眼睛闭上; 却又被莫名之光照得我把眼皮弹开。。。怪了！窗外有个手电筒往房里照啊照啊的。。。　是谁？我把眼睛再睁大些，看仔细一点。。。啊！原来是颗月儿！在孤静夜晚的星空里；悬挂着一颗闪亮耀眼的月亮。我纳闷的一颗心，顿时被温暖的月光安抚了。

我侧了身子，望着月亮发呆；脑海隐约闪过许多事。想着当天发生的事，想起近几年的时光；甚至回想起年幼的自己，也开始思绪将来的我。想了好多好多；大的、小的、有的、没的。。。　像似在跟月亮告白一般。

害怕的心灵顿时感到平静了许多。。。是因为在最脆弱的时候找到了依靠吗？或许有时候，我们真正需要的并非一个强壮又结实的肩膀；也并非一堆意见、看法，或责备。。。我说啊，长久以来对我不离不弃的默默守护；才是最真实，最感动，最简单，也最有推动力的。

在这个夜阑人静的晚上，我找到了！找到了一个可以陪我分享快乐与忧愁的对象，一个愿意聆听我的心声的对象；一个能让我安心畅游的对象，一个从一开始到现在或以后都会默默守护着我的对象。我好开心，也好安心。　欢喜着我终于找到了它，放心着我不再是一个人。。。　

月亮！真得非常感谢你！感谢您在黑暗中为迷失的我点路，让我确定了未来的人生。。。感谢您在我缺乏勇气前进的时候给余我对动力，让我对人生有所冲劲。。。感谢您由始至终都对我不离不弃，让我倍感安慰！


月亮与我　　(-_-")

Picking myself up...

I haven't enjoy a single moment eversince the release of results...

I saw dead rat and black cat went I was cycling to a neighbourhood provision shop and didn't manage to get what I want to buy...

I felt really unbalanced...

I was on TV for the wrong reason...

I remembered the wrong time for an appointment I looked forward to and my outing went haywire...

I saw a XXXXX man in the middle of the road so I tried to help him find his way but ended up being half-scolded by SOME shop assistance (I didn't want to mention what happened during the stupid search) and even sent him home...

I felt like crying out loud but my tears were on strike...

I felt like hiding or even getting lost from this earth...

I lost my appetite and mood and have, now, nothing to look forward to...


我受够了！ (T_T")

This Monday

I buried myself in the thick blanket and shivered uncontrollably... Was I dreaming? The shiver became so real and the chill is getting unbearable. I started hearing some king-king-kang-kang noise from outside of my room. It was then that I began to realize... it wasn't a dream... When I slowly opened my eyes and peeped from behind of my heavy blanket... I saw some weak light shining through the translucent curtains... It was dawn already... I felt so relieved! I didn't have to force myself to sleep anymore... Realizing that the king-king-kang-kang noise was most likely made by my mum in the Kitchen, I jumped out of my bed and prepared myself for a new day ahead.

I equipped myself in full gear and had breakfast. Watching the morning news and waiting for the other two to get out of their beds. Tick-tock-tick-tock... at almost half-past Seven, I could hear the sound of water flushing down the taps and pipes... Yesh! Bro & sis had finally woken up their ideas... OOps, dreams I meant.

At half-past Eight, my lovely Aunt arrived to pick us up along her way back. The three little piglets happily set off for a challenging session together. At Nine, we arrived at the 36’ x 78’ (10.97m x 23.77m) tennis court. A series of fierce matches soon began... However, almost every match ended in a flash... Guess we desperately need a lot more practices to brush up our skills... Ultimately, in the final merciless match, I technically practically theoretically psychologically and really, defeated a strong opponent- my Sis, and took down the Silver medal. I won... so sis gonna pick up all the balls... BWHAHaa (^,^)

After a satisfying match, we jumped into the refreshing pool for a swim… It was 6 months since I last swam. As I wore my goggles and submerged into the cold water, I was disgusted by the residue that sank to the bottom of the pool. Totally put off, it didn’t take me long to transfer to the Jacuzzi pool. After a quarter-hour of aqua-massage, we moved to the sauna room and steamed ourselves alive…

After lunch, I headed to Orchard Partyworld to meet up with my Uni-folks… We K-songs till Six in the evening. Darn SHiok*! Couldn’t even remember when’s my last time K-ing songs in the box. After which, we had a sumptuous dinner. Soon, we exchanged good-bye and ended our outing.


Everything is 50-50 until you tried.. You'll either win or lose the other 50 (-_-")

Back from Granny's place

Been away for Muar for the past 3 days. The most meaningful days of my holidays to date. Instead of shaking legs in front of my TV @home shamelessly, I had gone to Muar, Malaysia, to visit my granny. She had lost weight. I couldn't remember when was the last time I visited her... It was simply so long ago... I have been missing her all these while... So glad that I can get to see her during this hols!

I met up with my aunties and cousins... flipped through photos of my little niece & nephews... Time flies... As far as I could recall, we & our cousins were hyper-active kids running around with each other at my granny's kampung... and after many years... They went into relationships, got married and now have their own kids... Flipping through the photos brought back many fond memories. I miss those times together. Really glad that they are all happy with their working life & starting up their own families.

I drove a little here & there... I must say that if you can drive steadily over there, then ya driving skill is commendable! As for me? Hmmz... I have room for improvements... Hee :p

Brought granny along to Malacca to visit some places of interest... Took a couple of act cute pics to share wif ya! HohoHO~* Com'on, I thought my photo-shooting skills hav improved a little? KEkkee~* EnjoY~~~*

On my way there...


Evening of my Ganny's houes


Evening of Muar @The Store


Dinner along the street


Temple near Granny's place


Pirates of Malacca?


Stopping a Train...


A Tombstone? Err...


This is MALACCA!


Yup, it's scorching HOT!