触景伤情

星期五，晚上。。。

我目睹两个我深爱的人，无心伤害。。。

勾起了我的童年阴影。。。

我真的很难过；哭着入眠。

心想：为什么我没办法避免这场无心之过？

很沮丧，很窝囊。。。

只能尽力在事后做出最微量的弥补。。。

至少我的童年那场可怕的经历；没有得到任何人的安慰。。。

琦，妈妈对不起你。不该让你受到这样的惊吓。希望你的小小心灵能感受得到妈妈满满的爱。不要像我一样留下不必要的阴影和永不磨灭的伤痕。。。

有些事，不是不提就等于忘记了。。。

有些人，不是原谅了就会放下的。。。

宝贝，你这些天的心情，妈妈最清楚。是难过的。。。 是被否定的。。。 是被伤害的。所以那晚妈妈抱着你对你说的话，希望你能明白。

爱你。。。满满。满满！你要勇敢。

Happy Terrific 2!!

It was a family retreat and, at the same time, to celebrate Phoebe's second birthday ^^ ... but really, it's a family retreat ;p

So with much luck and many thanks to an old friend-cum-fake-cousin of ours, we managed to get 3D2N stay at a luxury resort, the NSRCC, which could easily cost over $1000 for a few nights!!

So the girls screamed in excitement everyday, went swimming everyday, and lazed on the huge sofa bed everyday... To watch PORORO everyday during our weekend stay at the resort ~,~

Special thanks to dearest family members who dropped by (or even stayed back) to help us with the overjoyed kids... Thank you for your presence, your GoPro, your gifts and angpows!!

The girls had a wonderful stay, despite the noisy planes throughout the night... WuHOo!!!

Renee's first excursion trip

It was Pond Fishing at Big Splash, with her fellow 3-4 years old and some K1 and K2 seniors.

The first outings which she gone out for some fun without her daddy, mummy and baby sister. It's amazing to see this little big sister grow each day!

So, when I thought that the fishing activity ended at 12noon, I was so wrong! It's way beyond my mental and space preparation to house... A fish tank of long Kang fishes (红鱼)!!!

Within the same day, daddy and I quickly rushed to get fish food, filter, air-pimp, fish tube... Hope to provide a pleasant environment to keep these fishes which didn't seem to live longer than a week...

Just when we got home in the late evening, our helper informed us that 6 of the fishes had flipped... Mati Mati... So I told Renee that some of her fishes had eh-orh...

So she became so eager to get home to see her fishes that she cried in the lift! Seeing that she seemed to understand what I meant by eh-orh, I quickly changed the topic to show her the fish food, air-pump and filter that we just bought. She calmed down a little but kept asking to see the tank of fishes.

I am a lousy liar, I told her this, "your fishes are bathing now, you can feed her later" (after we removed the floating ones)

I quickly cleared away the dead fishes and quickly setup the air pump, filter. Once everything was in place, I called Renee over to feed the fishes for the first time. 

I could see her love and care towards these new pets which she brought home today. After feeding, she closely watch them gobbling up the flakes and she suddenly asked the fishes gently, "Are you ok, Fish?"

I hope with our installation of air pump and least effort to take care of these fishes, they could live as long as they could! Jiayou! Renee loves you, fishes!!!